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Summer June

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Hello dear darklings!
I have had such an amazing summer. In the good and the bad. Feelings had gone trough the roof and straight to the ground, gosh, life really can surprise you right? June went really fast, basically I had been all over Finland to see my friends and being happy about the sunny days. Exercising, walking a lot, using clothing that make me feel happier. Oh, and June was pink month. Some reason my try to get light purple back fired and my hair wanted to be pink, too much red in the coloring process I think. Oh well, I still loved it. I felt like a little llamaunicorn haha. Ignore the bad quality of my pictures, I normally carry only my cellphone because I always forgot to take my little blogging camera with me, damn it. I try to be better blogger on the future.

About this month more later on... now I try to remember what happened last month. My head is so weird, when bad things happened, my mind wants to forget things and now I can´t even remember all the good things well, god damn it. Well, anywho, I don´t know what to do without my friends, you are the rock beneath my feet.


Vivica Vanilla

Lady Laurenn



Redrosesuicide

Belsissa




What a lovely day

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I have finally back! (again haha)
After months of self thinking and after a month just being out of everything that includes other people or sitting in front of the computer, I finally feel I am some sort of place where I can do things I love the most. One of them is definitely blogging. Few things made me find myself again. My friends who love me no matter what. My first cover as a photographer just came up three days ago. Love of my life still wants to be with me, although I still think I am a jerk who doesn´t deserve him but I don´t let that be a problem haha. Games. I just love videogames. My love at the moment are scifi and apocalyptic survival games, super awesome, I will be a badass! And movies, tv-series which have been effecting me like my whole life starting with Tank Girl, Waterworld, Mad Max, Blade Runner and The Tribe. Its like cult movies can shape your identity trough the years. No matter how many times you have seen them, you always find something new. Game crushes at the moment: Borderlands, Halo and Mass Effect. So cool so cool. Up coming this week is list about apocalyptic favorites so be prepared to see some badass stuff! And oh, modeling photoshoots coming up with my new look, my hair hasn´t ever been this short and I am all about dystopia. Maybe I will do a post about dystopia too.. feel so inspired at the moment! 

What has happened in blog world while I was gone?







Available in download & Print:
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And as always available from the website:



Few inspiration stuff that I love sooo so much

Lori Petty in Tank Girl
Elena in Waterworld
Mad Max and Dog
Pris from Blade Runner
Jack from Mass effect
Maya from Borderlands 2 (I have the same haircut at the moment)

September wishlist

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Hello sweet darklings! I really really try to blog every week at least once, this is a real try this time haha. At the moment I am totally in love with alternative fashion, Killstar and all. And because I do certain shop posts time to time, it is time to let you know one of my favorites at the moment. As you may know, I love little shops and people who starts with nothing and build their way up with hard work. So, Totentanz has really made me in their regular costumer in good costumer service and very good quality products. I would like to buy everything from the store, but here is few of my favorites.. Just wait, when I get money to buy my autumn clothing, you might see some of these... 
Hot things at the moment (for me), back bags, Wednesday Addams dresses, leggins (what?!), maxi dresses (all around the year), hoodies and some sort of harem pants, pentagrams, moons, capes, different kind of accessories I need to photoshoots. All these with high heels, platforms or chunky heels, I am good thank you. 


















31 days of Halloween Day 1 - Nancy Dawns

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31 days of Halloween! This is absolutely one of my favorite challenges and I would have liked to start to do this 2 years ago, but always forgot the first days and then I quit.. But this year, although I was just sick (of course..) I am trying to do this epic video challenge, gosh, it is so hard to do something for each day, it takes so much time and effort. Ideas I have for like 3 months worth, so this will be fun month!

Nancy rules, she is little insane but, oh the style, she is a cool witch. If you haven´t seen the Craft, watch it right away!




31 days of Halloween day 2 - Wasteland inspired look

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I have no idea why this keep happening. Every damn time I try to keep in some sort of schedule and I have very strict plans, I get sick (or something). My Halloween challenge doesn´t seem to be any exception, because I have been sick.. a week now! Argh, I want to clean my house and decorate it for Halloween and shoot a video it for you and do all kind of styles and things I had planned.. I have this camera karma or something, doing videos just doesn´t work for me haha. So, I just hope I get well soon, I hope even tomorrow I could do something.. this weekend I go to Helsinki (tattoos and photoshoots and friends yeeeyy!) and don´t have a chance to edit anything in many days (for obvious reasons).. Well, this sucks, just can´t say anything else.

Anyway! Some of you may know, if you follow me in Facebook and Instagram (@leenaflinck), my style crush at the moment is dystopia, apocalyptic and altogether end of the world looks. I watched all the Mad Max´s again, start to watch series called 100 and I have been playing Borderlands 1 and 2 like a crazy person (eooo!). Many of you suggested black version of my road warrior make up so here it is! This time it reminds me little bit of cyber goth style. But I think cyber style is very much apocalyptic style anyway. I have never get that good touch for it, trough all the goth styles, but now, I feel like I can do it my own. Mix dystopia and cyberpunk together, very cool!

I hope you liked this style and I am doing many many more, if you have suggestions for up coming posts, I have room for your ideas!




Toxic Vision inspired photoshoot

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Jacket: Poizen Industries Borrowed from Ravenoaris
Hoodie: Second hand
Top: Second hand 
Leather pants: Vero Moda
Shoes: Blanco

Photographer: Tomi Vitikainen


So, my biggest inspiration at the moment is leather, big hooded shirts and studs. Of course best designer and style inspiration for that is Toxic Vision. Her pictures are so cool, always true to her style and I just needed to get my first real leather pants, finally! Also I have started to use leather jackets again. My last shorter leather jacket just wanted to finally quit after 9-10 years, so I decided to get few more new ones by second hand (basically from my friends closets ha) and order brand new Killstar jacket with studs and all, I hope it will get here soon!

Of course I loveeeeee my hair. Half and half is the best. I want some color and I want black, this is perfect. Ravenoaris colored my hair before this photoshoot, red shade is just on point to my extensions.

What do you think, more of this?
















31 days of Halloween- Day 3 & 4

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Because in this household Halloween is everyday, I still keep doing this although October is far gone. So here was our Samhain kitchen and how I dyed my hair red and black, I loved it so much I still have this!

New years day

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First outfit of the year will be my New years eve outfit! Killstar has totally steal my heart, as the big part of my wardrobe. I think soon most of my clothing will be Killstar, oops. I feel so much myself, gosh that feels good. Last year was being lost and finding the inner me, I think this year will be just loving life and all the good in it. I am full of energy and plans. Sponsors, photoshoots, interviews, videos, friends, love and places to go. I really hope I can finally conquer my fear of traveling, I want to go England, Iceland and Thailand. I really really want to go everywhere. After being locked in my own head for so long, it is time to get really scared and do the stuff I want. I think I will die, but hey, we all die anyway some day.





Things I am exited about right now:
My bad ass witch clothes, finger tattoos, red and black and my hair of course, it is perfect!

All things in here:

                                                                                        deadfine.fi


Gotham, I want Harley in it though, only flaw in the damn show.


Supernatural. Because all the badass supernatural stuff and actors. Dean I want you. Just watch all season in big many week lasting marathon.


New years day and Ashley Costello 



Borderlands the Pre-Sequel
I am playing this with Athena, she is some badass gladiator vault hunter.


These 3 pair of shoes, I want to use them all the time. Middle ones was in my yesterday´s outfit, although you can´t see them that well...


Back to watching Gotham! What are your interests at the moment?

Bat Fit 2016 Progress

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January

So I started from 70 kg again, I was bloated and I felt tired every day. Bad eating and no exercise. Suddenly I got huge spark to do carp cycling and Jillians Banish Fat boost metabolism and after few weeks my butt started to look awesome.


I was totally hooked and started to do squats, jumps and more cardio.

February

So, after the first month, second was pretty easy, I was inspired by Instagrams training videos and all the fit models, I wanted to be just like them. Tattoo model is what I want to be for now on. After asking few of my friends what to do and how to do this thing healthy (because bulimia is always behind the corner)


I was way happier about myself and started to even show my stomach in the pictures after very long time. I guess it shows in the pictures how I felt after realizing that.

March


In March I bought new working out clothes from my friend and I felt so good about fitting in size S that I took like zillion pictures of me wearing fitting workout pants. These are so comfy and good to do squats with, faaabbb!!




I was traveling a lot that month, but my food was always healthy and mostly salad, because it is so handy and I want something fresh when I am on the move. We had a tortilla night with Lisa, we always eat tortillas, so good!


I did few very sexy photoshoots and of course, I wanted to show little bit of my legs because, I love them now. I got my very first long nails, I felt so girly and badass with them. Some reason I can´t live without long nails right now.




April


April was just a normal month, did a lot of walking and cardio, I went in Helsinki at Tattoo convention at the first time with my friends and had a blast.



May 


On May I realized I am wearing workout clothes almost all the time, specially at home. It also motivates me to do stuff more while wearing them, I clean and I am altogether more active. Ignore my long drink in the picture, I was drinking day before haha.



At in our date night with my husband we went to Italian restaurant, this food was so good I can still taste it.


I was also all about Asian food, noodles and wok yam yam.

It was also starting to get really warm and when month was turning in to June, I ate a lot of ice-cream, why? Because summer is all about ice-cream.


Being best friends with Vicky and going insane about My little Pony and Pinkie Pie, yeah, I love my treats time to time, everyone should enjoy little moments in life. While walking home from Vicky I buy something good time to time. Btw loved these nails.

Janni Hussi said "Hi" to me, I was watching Fitness päiväkirjat (Fitness diaries) and my friend was doing a photoshoot with Janni and I went total bananas when I got the video, I watched it like thousand times and cried. Such fangirling.



June 

Last month I started to do P90X again, gosh it is hard work! After doing my first arm workout (which is like hour long) my chest and arms was hurting like a week, oh gosh.. I started to do more upper body workouts because my arms doesn´t have any strength in them.


I took my first bikini pictures after my childhood, I don´t know why it is that hard for me, but now I can be so proud of myself. I can see clear change in my body and I definitely feel it. My waist is smaller but my curves is still there. It´s awesome to know I can still be me, after I move a lot and eat better. I have not vomit almost 5 years now and I am almost as the same size as then. It is just amazing feeling. I don´t ever want to be super small, but I guess I am going to the way I want to be in.



Orange is the new black. I watched all the seasons in one week.




July

This month just started but it feels kinda good, some drama in it, but it is just part of life. I am back on track with my carb dieting eating and workout, feeling good after sleeping a lot last night, did hour and a half walking, had awesome food. Today feels good to just be for a while and watch Biggest Loser and So you think you can dance (I started it from the beginning).

How is your Bat Fit lifestyle going?

Witch Island

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For a change, my Midsummer festival was purely awesome. We went to our summer house in our little Island next to our lands (that forest is so special to me). We went in to Sauna, we ate a lot, I slept so well, swam the first time in years and felt so serene inner piece. I took few phone pictures from the tree place I think I am making my new ritual place, other side of the island. Jani found raccoon dog skull from there so I think it is just a perfect place. The tree is just as cool and dead as the tree in Blair witch project 2, like how awesome is that. And picture doesn´t show, but around the tree land is all flat and there are space that other parts of island doesn´t have.


Just before going there I watched Blair witch project again, it is one of my absolute favorite movies, it´s still makes me feel so eerie and all. So I think it little made my feeling there feel super nostalgic, inspired and witchy eerie. Just before sun went down one day I took my camera and went to a little adventure and find cool little places to shoot. I was totally eaten by little vampire bastards, but hey, I had fun while playing with my camera. 


It´s almost weird how calm you can get in nature. I think it shows that we are still part of it and belong there. I can´t wait to go back. And I would really like to take creepy videos and do horror mini movies but I really am not movie maker, I get so irritated so fast by little things, I want things go fast and just like I planned them, there is no mistakes in my art world. But that would be good opportunity to learn be more calm and learn how to wait things to happen at their own time.


I hope trough these few pictures you can see little trough my eyes.










Metal leather jacket and kitchen update

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Because I have 6 months of blogging material this will be fun haha!

January I got my first Killstar leather jacket, it cost so much but hey, it looks so badass. Every time I use it I feel like Porcelain Black/Harley Quinn/Maria Brink/Toxic vision, yeah, the feel is awesome. The jacket weights 4 kilos (9 lbs), it is so heavy to take with me to photoshoots and when I wear it, I feel like I am having a workout or bulletproof vest (which reminds me of Once upon a time newest season, people you need to watch that show). But because it is just so beautiful, I don´t mind that much.




I tried to find better picture for me using this from my selfie collection but hell, they are all so dark and taken with a phone..







Anywho, today´s plan is to continue my kitchen renovation, I am washing weeks of dishes (yeah I am not that clean person, but I am trying to be... being depressed almost all the time isn´t helping either) and I think that all though everything is how they were before I started, it is nicer to see the change. I also feel so much cleaner in my mind, cleaning and doing painting work makes me go the same place as meditating, I feel calm and my mind is all clear from normal stuff I stress about. So as the home get cleaner (and cooler), I feel like I am changing with it. So, this will be a fun thing to share with you guys!

First day

Second day

I also found new lamp to kitchen, which I am totally in love with. I think I will get pictures from new kitchen this week, with the chandelier. It was on sale, I just couldn´t but buy it. I still need new drapes, maybe next month. If I don´t find nice enough, I need to go to fabric store and make them myself. Can´t wait to show the full before and after pictures.

Mine has only 3 light bulbs


Today´s song


Moody

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On January my Killstar jacket was on my first real use in sort of Harley photoshoot. I liked it so much I decided to brand my modeling me to be even more Harley and my hair hasn´t change at all. It´s kinda weird to have same hair color almost a year now. But I love this look and I love my rebel me, crazy me and I have something very sick inside of me, which come outside only very rarely. And my baseball bat is so wicked, I am totally in love with it, it´s my little baby. 

All pictures by NKM Photography.
Shoes from Deadfine.fi











Suicide squad and Batman: Arkham City

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Heya puddings! My little darkling monsters!



Soooo, today was.. or actually IS the day when the new Suicide Squad movie came out to the theaters oh my Goddess! And you may know I have been waiting for it to come since they say it was coming at the first time.. which was way too long ago. But yeah, I love love LOOOVE the animated version of the Suicide squad, sadly there is only one, do more people!


If the link doesn´t work you can find it in so many other pages, just write Batman: Assault on Arkham. It was made 2 years ago, so it was really good to watch like every month while waiting the movie.. Harley in it, she is just perfect.













And even more awesome thing happened, maybe because it is the premiere day, my own Mister J. goth me Batman: Arkham city! Which is the best Batman game series of all freaking time! I played the first one laughing my butt off and just being obsessed with it, there is only 1 hour left and I can finally start playing this second game (out of 4) and see the gorgeous Harley again and laugh with Mark Hamill´s (you may know him from the Star Wars movies) Joker, which is the best Joker voice in my opinion. Mister J. always gives me the best gifts, he is just so caring... If you want to play it too, it is on sale in Steam, so gogo now!



And I got some new Harley stuff, which is just clawsome! I am making new haul video, which is up either this week or next week, super duper thingies coming up then! And you can little see my beautiful Harley summer dress in these, it is just wicked! Bottom of it is full of old school Harley comics!






Best things in last month (from my phone)

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Date nights with my husband which include bars, restaurants, movies and talking for hours.




New job at the cemetery. I am so glad I can be there and end it just before Samhain, how goth and cool is that! I take care of the graves and such, such soothing thing to do. 




New tattoo.. or continuing the last one, wolfie is getting bigger!



Relaxing at home, watching movies, tv-series and playing games. Having good cuddling time with my kitties and eating good food.






The Sandman and specially Delirium, I have new love, I just love her.


Painting, a lot. Drawing, a lot.




I found a kitty at our yard. I hope he has a home. Or finds one. I took him to find his home. Gosh I miss him.


There is also a hedgehog in a push. Such a lovely little noises he/she made!



Decoration time. I have a thing to make a little nest. Gothic bat nest. I am growing to be even more introvert I have ever been so, at least my home could be little prettier.









Enjoying photographing and photoshop again, after.. I don´t even know how long time. (In the picture I am doing shoot for Rogue´s new clothing line)


New Suicide squad movie!


Aaaand I am doing videos again! Every Wednesday or Thorsday! Check the last haul video.

Wish list - Alnilam

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Alnilam table at Medieval festival 2012

Because all the Harry Potter reading (I am on the 6th book, it´s my 14 time reading it, first ones I have read 18 times) and watching movies (AGAIN!), having this huge obsession about witchy stuff, old steampunkish things and getting my cabinet of curiosity bigger, I wanted make new wish list about.. well all of this awesome things!



I already have 1 minute hour glass and beautiful compass from Alnilam, so my wish list for my birthday or Yule is this.. very big list ha!



nocturnal is an instrument used to determine the local time based on the relative positions of two or more stars in the night sky. Sometimes called a "horologium nocturnum" (time instrument for night) or nocturlabe (in French and occasionally used by English writers), it is related to the astrolabeand sun dial. Knowing the time is important in piloting for calculating tides and some nocturnals incorporate tide charts for important ports.
Even if the nightly course of the stars has been known since antiquity, the mentions of a dedicated instrument for its measurement are not found before the Middle Ages. The earlier image presenting the use of a nocturnal is in a manuscript dated from the 12th century.Raymond Lullrepeatedly described the use of a sphaera horarum noctis ou astrolabium nocturnum. Wikipedia


sextant is a doubly reflecting navigation instrument used to measure the angle between any two visible objects. The principle of the instrument was first implemented around 1730 by John Hadley (1682–1744) and Thomas Godfrey (1704–1749) but it was also found later in the unpublished writings of Isaac Newton (1643–1727). The history of these and related instruments, and their forerunners, may be found in the article on reflecting instruments.
The primary use of a sextant is to determine the angle between an astronomical object and the horizon for the purposes of celestial navigation. The determination of this angle, the altitude, is known as sighting (or shooting) the object, or taking a sight. The angle, and the time when it was measured, can be used to calculate a position line on a nautical or aeronautical chart. Common uses of the sextant include sighting the sun at solar noon or Polaris at night (in the Northern Hemisphere) to determine latitude. Sighting the height of a landmark can give a measure of distance off and, held horizontally, a sextant can measure angles between objects for a position on a chart.A sextant can also be used to measure the lunar distancebetween the moon and another celestial object (such as a star or planet) in order to determine Greenwich Mean Time and hence longitude. Wikipedia

storm glass is a type of weather forecasting device, composed of a sealed glass container filled with liquid. The appearance of the liquid purportedly predicts the weather, but most modern experiments have failed to confirm this. The liquid within the glass is a mixture of several ingredients, most commonly distilled waterethanolpotassium nitrateammonium chloride, and camphor. This specific mixture was developed by Admiral Robert FitzRoy and used on HMS Beagle. Wikipedia



An armillary sphere (variations are known as spherical astrolabearmilla, or armil) is a model of objects in the sky (in the celestial sphere), consisting of a spherical framework of rings, centred on Earth or the Sun, that represent lines of celestial longitude and latitude and other astronomically important features such as the ecliptic. As such, it differs from a celestial globe, which is a smooth sphere whose principal purpose is to map the constellations.
With the Earth as center, an armillary sphere is known as Ptolemaic. With the sun as center, it is known as Copernican.
The flag of Portugal features an armillary sphere. Wikipedia
The sunstone (Icelandicsólarsteinn) is a type of mineral attested in several 13th–14th century written sources in Iceland, one of which describes its use to locate the sun in a completely overcast sky. Sunstones are also mentioned in the inventories of several churches and one monastery in 14th–15th century Iceland. A theory exists that the sunstone had polarizing attributes and was used as a navigationinstrument by seafarers in the Viking Age.
A stone found in 2013 off Alderney, in the wreck of a 16th-century warship, may lend evidence of the existence of sunstones as navigational devices. Wikipedia
barometer is a scientific instrument used in meteorology to measure atmospheric pressure. Pressure tendency can forecast short term changes in the weather. Numerous measurements of air pressure are used within surface weather analysis to help find surface troughs, high pressure systems and frontal boundaries.
Barometers and pressure altimeters (the most basic and common type of altimeter) are essentially the same instrument, but used for different purposes. An altimeter is intended to be transported from place to place matching the atmospheric pressure to the corresponding altitude, while a barometer is kept stationary and measures subtle pressure changes caused by weather. The main exception to this is ships at sea, which can use a barometer because their elevation does not change. Due to the presence of weather systems, aircraft altimeters may need to be adjusted as they fly between regions of varying normalized atmospheric pressure. Wikipedia


Dark shadows and vanity table DIY

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Feeling all victorian witchy today. Cleaning and decorating is so calming while watching Criminal minds, Hannibal movies and Dark Shadows, which I started to watch again. Only soap opera I am willing to watch! I love the mood in it and how every motion is so over the top and they need to watch in the great distance where nobody else doesn´t see.. Music is amazing and even though I already know the family secrets (because the movie and all) I still love to wait and see how Victoria reveals them. 


60´s Dark Shadows tv- series cast




Tim Burton version of Dark Shadows (2012)

I didn´t tell you guys that I got a chance to go botanical garden in Turku early in this year, I wish I would have took more pictures but what can you do.. It was so beautiful! This little pong even had koi fishes in it! I had never seen them before and they were huge, I wish I had pictures of them too..



And look what goodies I am getting this week! New little babies for my cabinet of curiosity (add zillion hearts here). The little batties are the ones I am waiting for the most, 2 skeletons and 1 dried one, so cute! All of these will look amazing in our bat cave. Little clocks will have transformation to new covers for few skeletons. Few years ago I had 1 globe clock but I think I throw it away accidentally..





My current painting project is my vanity table which I keep in the bedroom. I don´t use it that much and mostly it´s just covered well.. stuff. I decided to make it more me, so maybe it will be in more use. Mu husband found it for me and it is second hand, it was free. So only thing that cost in this DIY for me, is the paints, which I already bought for my other projects and didn´t use that much so this was perfect. Paint was dry after 2 hours and the big black one was so good one for this one. I even have still to paint something else! I still need to fix the drawers.. or maybe I want them to be ombre.. really can´t decide. I got the idea to paint insides red from GIY´s blog (which is amazing, go check it out). I have seen many others to do this too, but I think I first see it on there. Absolutely gorgeous dresser by the way. I think I want the ornaments or something beautifully detailed things in my vanity table too. And later on I am going to get new nobs, maybe crystal or victorian detailed, which I love oh so much.


Favorite blog of the week - Kriss Poison

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So I am finally back in blogging world! Your blogs truly inspires me and I decided to continue my favorite blogs posts! And of course I wish to hear from your favorites too!

So, this time, I read Kriss´s blog in 3 days and now my head is full of:
beautiful gardens of Australia, 
castles and mansions, 
cute things, 
I started drink tea again (I love my herb Clippo teas!), 
I am waiting fall to come, I have few new movies to watch, 
inspired feeling to learn more about witchcraft and my own gifts.. 
museums,
coffee and teashops, I need to go those more,
thrift stores,
and all kreepy cute is soooo cute again to me! 


So.. what am I still writing, just look at these awesome pictures about everything awesome, blog just can´t get better than this!

All of this from Kriss Poison
And check out my other favorite blogs

















































Anywhere (Every dream’s a journey away )

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Last January happened something super special to me. I took my most beautiful victorian style outfit and styled it with my Purple octobus moon necklaceSanna von steam victorian skirt looked so good I wear it the whole day, even at home. Anyway.. Heidi came in Pori and I had a chance to get on a horse first time in my life, with amazing support from my best friend.


It was so hard to get on the horse, Pihla was so big! I needed a stoole and still Heidi needed to pull me on the other side, with corset, satin skirt and high heels.. and no saddle. It was so amazing to do my first horseback riding experience elf style. I felt like I was on Lord of the rings! After I almost pass out for getting so exited about finally getting on and then get scared about the fact that I am on, I started to grin so much my face almost stayed that way. I soon realized how much muscle you need to ride the horse and stay on it, my butt hurt even the day after.. corset helped a little with the posture but it still needed a lot of work I didn´t forgot that. It was amazing, although I didn´t ride that much and only in little circles because everytime Pihla moved I got freaked out she will throw my over, gladly she just wanted carrots from her owner haha. Pihla was so calm and beautiful, I totally fell in love with her. Earlier



I had just pet horses a little and I have a memory of me trying to get on a little horse when I was a child but got scared so much I started to kick the saddle and crying.. poor horsie, gladly even that horsie didn´t mind. My fear isn´t about that I am scared horses all together, but the fact you need to get on it. I just like to watch big animals, not get killed or force them to do anything. But after my experience, I can gladly say, horsies and ponies loves the riding just as much as human. Pihla would have wanted to ride with me, shoot was so boring for her haha. I bet she was thinking "why are we just standing here, when we can eat or run?".





 After the shoot and now that the time has passed so much, I can truly say, I am not afraid anymore, everytime I even think about doing it again, my heart start racing and I start smiling. It was so amazing, soooo amazing I say. Now that I watch the bts pictures I look so happy and I remember how magnificent it felt to hug Pihla while being on her back. She was so furry and big, I felt all of her muscles and she felt mine too. It was so other world experience to communicate without any words, only with your body. Because I didn´t have a saddle I needed to hold on horse´s mane and bridle at the same time, while I did that I was just thinking was Harry thinking the same thing that I am when he was riding on Buckbeak in third book.

Have you ride a horse? Or is it your hobby, life already? I want to hear all about your experiences!




And the song which starts to play in my head everytime I see the picture.. I listened it so much when I found Nightwish. I had my headphones and cd player in my parents summer house, the whole year went by while listening Nightwish and imaging the world Tuomas have made in my head.


The days were brighter 
Gardens more blooming 
The nights had more hope 
In their silence The wild was calling 
Wishes were whispering 
The time was there 
But without a meaning

Away, away in time 
Every dream’s a journey away 
Away to a home away from care 
Everywhere’s just a journey away

The days departed 
Gardens deserted 
This frail world 
My only rest ?

The wild calls no more 
Wishes so hollow 
The Barefoot Boy 
weeping in an empty night

Away…
Cherish the moment 
Tower the skies 
Don’t let the dreamer 
fade to grey like grass

No falling for life 
A gain for every loss 
Time gathered me 
But kept me flying

“For this gift of dream I must pay the price 
with the loss of life’s pleasures”

Oh deer!

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So! I headed towards Rauma to get new tattoo at ChAosInk. I wanted a chestpiece, something that is so me and not that everyone have. Animal skulls has become more kind of a thing lately, but not that much I guess.. And it is totally cool to see what others have took! Anyway, every kind of horned animal is symbol of God to me, so this one really mean a lot to me. Wolfie and deer is now part of Finland´s nature, directly on me, I am so happy! I feel like I have the forest on me. I wanted deer to be realistic, just as the wolfie is, it came up even better I hoped for! Now I am thinking should I get something on the backround.. my first idea was just a skull but.. maybe little vines would look cool?









Last month.. oh what can I say? I am back on my eating and workouts, today is arm day. My cleaning and decorating is finally getting somewhere, I can do kitchen and bedroom post pretty soon, yes! My little cabinet of curiosities is getting bigger and bigger and my friend came by for a coffee the other day, she just kept watching all the little things I have on the shelf, I really love when people like them just as much as I do.



When I am outside and waiting the bus or visiting my friend and stay the night, I keep at least one book with me, lately I have been reading Hannibal trilogy, loooving it! I have read them 3 times now, 4th time, here we come! And when I go to visit my bestie Vicky I always buy icecream and then read my little Pony comics on her sofa. If you like the show, you like the comics too, they are so amazing!




And I finally learned how to make cookies. Of course mine are colorful and all Halloweenie. The tasted so good! When I am baking and waiting what ever I am doing to get done, I read Harry Potter on the kitchen (or some other book) and drink cocoa or coffee from my newest favorite mug which I got from Tracon, Friendship is magic, but magic is heresy, I love crossovers! The print reminds me of me and my husband, he hates MLP and I don´t like his game that much so.. It is just perfect. And it got blood and rainbow coming from Pinkie Pie, come on, that is insanely wicked!


My place to work is just perfect this time of year



I went to see my other besties new apartment few weeks ago. Forest on her back yard just blew me away. And she adopted new little kitten, El Diablo, he is purely little devil I can say. Even cuter that way! Breakfast was great everymorning, I really need to get the same toppings on my bread, it tasted so good and I would have never realized it was vegan if I didn´t knew that already. My breakfast times included reading Sandman and Lenore, perfect way to start the day right?!

I wish you have had just as great starting of autumn as me! And it is not over yet, Samhain is coming fast!!





I started to play Tera, altought I changed my name to Pinkamena




PunkRave, you rock my world

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I am super happy to tell you my new blog collab PunkRave Store. I thought this would be great chance to show few outfit ideas I have had in planned for the future and PunkRave was on my planned wishlist, so this is just like meant to be happened! The brand combines so many style together that I like, it even has awesome mens clothing (so classy by the way!). So let´s get few outfits together, few wishlist items and details about things that are in in general fashion and in my personal life.


Outfit 1 




When the new Mad Max movie came out, the whole world went wild for apocalyptic style. Dystopia, ripped clothes, leather, dusty look has always appealed to me. Loose and tight clothes together combines with the way that always looks good. At the same time you feel like you are save from the world, look badass, it is also so comfy style to use. I once had ripped knitted shirt but I threw it away thinking I don´t need it anymore.. and now I have searched new one, that is just right. I think this would be great for every day use. And because red is my color, I really need these leggins/pants. They are just the right dusty red color I would like to use on my apocalyptic style. With some badass boots, this look is a killer.

Outfit 2


Lets face it, this short leather jacket with tassels, rivets and hood just screams my name, "wear me at bars and photoshoots"! I already see myself using it with tight leather pants or ripped jeans. And I would totally use high heels or wedges, leather kinds of course, with studs maybe. And I would use my leather stud bag which is my favorite bag at the moment when I go outside. I am just beyond words with this jacket and how many jeans and pants there are at PunkRave that I want.. Like the ones on the right with lacing all the on the front. Just gorgeous.






Little Morticia Addams style would be good add to my closet. I love these 2 looks, just timeless classic goth. Left to the fancy events and right for witching hour.



These I just want to use for looking gorgeous and fab.




What can I say? Boleros are my thing right now. Fluffy and lace too. Maybe it is the fall, you just need to get them both to use.





Collars haven´t never been my thing before. But after watching Once upon a time so much, I really would like to look like Regina. Every kind of of big collar would do the trick. Every girl needs a chance to be evil queen once in their life.. right?
Batty ponchos has been going all around internet for years and I still don´t own any, why is that?! I already see myself flabbing my arms up and down and pretend that I can fly and embarrass my friends repeating "look I am a bat!"... yeah.
 And capes.. who would have enough capes..? I already have satin version but I want lace and velvet and.. well.. every kind and color there is.

Well, what are your experiences with PunkRave? Do you think they are just as gorgeous as I think? What would you like to get from there? What do you like to use when autumn kicks in and your mind is all about Halloween and candles with hot tea, warm blankets, layering outfits, up coming winter wanting you just stay inside..?
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